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you make me crazier,
The other Saturday.
Jul 28, 2009 @ 11:52 AM

On my fb status, I have said I wanted to spring a sweet surprise for bf ryte? Turned out I didn't make it coz of some shit. LOL!! But nvm, a random decision from me to cook creamy chicken for him after his NDP. Hehehehehehe.

So, at 1.30 a.m, I worked the kitchen. Creamy Chicken was easy-peasy to prepare, like totally! Cleaned up the kitchen, freshened myself and waited for his call.

I got so worried he might fall asleep at home, so I called him like 4 times, but no answer. And, I had to call his home up, at 2 a.m., and luckily enuff, he picked the fone.

So he reached my crib at 3 a.m, and I wonder what took him so long. I was already falling asleep on my sofa, when I heard him knocking.

So he came, he ate, he enjoyed my creamy chicken, he loved my company. DUHHHHHH~~~!! And we just cuddled up in the soft morning drizzle. It was beautiful.

My dad so funny; he remarked that when my bf came, he already slept; when he and momma woke up to go market, bf was still soundly asleep, with blanket and all. HAHA. So they didn't have time to mingle!

It's okayy..There are obviously other days, like totally. Except for days dad won't be in Singapore, lah, then that one can wait long2!! LOL

His sleep had to be interrupted, coz we each have religious classes to attend, so wakey2!!.

I had work after that, and bf went to chalet. After which, he fetched me from work, and sped off together to the chalet, where pretty choco cupcakes, my fav otahs, canadian pizza's chicken wings and drumlets, fruit punch, hotdogs and what -nots, waited for us. LOL.

N, no;- I DON'T eat satay of any meat. Really.


I love days like this. It's such a norm in our lives.
In mine. (",)
Bye, fans.




:) + :(
Jul 24, 2009 @ 11:07 AM

I have news to share. Both good and bad.


Bad news?
(1) Some "thing" is in love with me. It might be a girl; or a guy, but one thing's for sure:- It's not human! (or anything belonging to that nature.)
As explained in detail and proven by my significant other. (He has been studying these "other world" stuff). Scary shiitttt.

Huurgghh. Help! Coz of that Im having insomnia. Real baaadddd one at that!

(2) Some random freak from my childhood days SUDDENLY commented on what my APPROVED friend request had written down; and then purposely ended by "Ouh, Hi Mun!" Whaaaat??" Like MAJOR totally!!! Tell me bout it. Like superrrr MENYEBOK!! _l_ (magic finger, in-your-face)!!!

(3) The syirik person who "sent" that Thing to me, ain't giving up, like totally!!! IT has been with me, like, for nearly a year, i guess. Trying really hard to break us up, so that it could be with ME like totally. WTF??!!!! EEWWW!!!!!

*One thing's for sure*: Good wins over evil. SO, give up u SYIRIK.

(MASUKLAH KAMU KE DALAM NERAKA JAHANAM DAN JADI BARA API DI NERAKA YE, KNN!!!)

Good news?
(1) The two loves are back in my life! :))
Dad has touched down from China yesterday night, and quality time with bf is back in my life!!
We had dinner at Simpang Bedok, ordered the usuals, and I have prolly tasted the best Teh Cino in my whole life. :)

(2) Packed food for dad, but I reached home too late, and he was already sleeping. :( Must be the jet-lag thingy I guess.

(3) Bf didn't have time for me AT ALL these past few weeks, guess that's why I have been feeling down, losing few mini pounds here and there (and my jeans is the witness), crying myself to sleep. Like totally. So it's not just paranoia on my part, people!! He admits it too, saying sorry in the sweetest text message ever. After sooo long. :))

(4) I got out of the house at 8.15 a.m today for school. :))

*No-link*

The guy who took our orders at Simpang bedok was a "Blaaakqq Kaawwlerrr" (Pinoy, people!)


(random durian pic) LOL!!


Bye, fans.




Saturday
Jul 20, 2009 @ 1:48 PM

Saturday??

Oh wells. Since NDP has taken my significant other away from me, might as well I follow my mum and aunt and my sisters to jb. Momma has been bugging me to go jb with bf to help her buy cat food. Yeah, its much, much cheaper there, and my cute little spoilt brats will only eat that particular brand of cat food. "Smart heart". So choosy!



Traffic was not being a bitch, so the journey was quite smooth. :) Too smooth that I fell asleep comfortably till I was woken up by my younger sis when we reached customs. And, yes. I always have the whole seat to myself coz I always choose to sit right at the back, like totally.
Momma, sis: in front.
Younger sis, aunt: middle.
ME: At the back! Alone! LOLOLOL!!!

We headed straight to Jusco and we stocked up on groceries. This is always fun, coz one, I NEVER have to push the trolley, and Two, we can always take what we want, and then suddenly my momma will be shocked when making payment!! HAHAAHAHA! So cute lah can!!

I wanted to eat Ah Yong's best ikan pari, in jb, that one place me and my bf will always go to, when we cross the border. But momma doesn't know how to get there. :(

NVM. We went to Manhattan Fish Market for lunch. And, my hunger was sated. :) Thanks to the cash register: MY SISTER. HAHAHAAHA






Till then, the pictures have spoken for themselves.
Bye, fans.




It's you, baby. You. ;)
@ 12:20 PM

When I think of you, you always pop out in front of me from nowhere, baby. :)

That argument we had was bad, baby, bad. Im sorry coz I acted like a bitch, not that I wanted to, but its PMS, baby, PMS.

I love you lah!!!

So, last friday, my bitch cut hair and her bf fetch her. Ok, sidetracked. And last friday, I was supposed to work, but cabot hurhurhur!! Bf knowing that he was in the wrong coz he PUT A BULLET THROUGH MY HEART, felt he needed to put a stop to this bleeding heart of mine, and make things right again!! So, he arranged for a surprise to meet me. Wooooooooo. ;)

That explains it; I had to sacrifice between work or him. And the answer is obvious, like totally.

He didnt make me wait. In fact, I made him wait like 2 minutes. Really.

So two hungry people = two angry people. And we had early dinner/ late lunch at Swensen's.





We had the usuals, like totally.
So pretty. How to eat.
Bleeaaarrrrgggghhh!!!!
And bf fetching me from school again today. Yay! Jgn Lambat eh!!!!
Bye, fans.




Im a Woman
Jul 16, 2009 @ 2:23 PM

My Spoken Heart


I worked late, but you don't wait up
My bones ache, and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i don't even know why i care.

I sit down, take off my make-up
I lay down, but you don't wake up
Sometimes, i wonder if you know that i'm there.

I can't remember the last time you told me i'm beautiful,
and i can't remember the last time you said anything at all.

I'm a woman.
A woman with a heart.
And i deserve your all;
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants.

I'm a woman.
And i need to be touched.
And i need to be loved;
cause being just your woman
Is not enough.

Now i hope, that you don't wake up
When it's, too late to make up
You'll be the one who's alone,
And that's sad.

In time, you'll find somebody
The truth is, she'll never be me
And, that's when you're gonna miss what we had.

When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful",
All i really needed to hear was anything at all;

I'm a woman.
A woman with a heart.
And i deserve your all;
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants.

I'm a woman.
And i need to be touched.
And i need to be loved;
'cause being just your woman
Is not enough.

I'm not your friend, who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady, You've got to treat me like one.

Cause I'm a woman.
A woman with a heart.
Now i need an emo pic.
Bye, fans.




FOR MY BESTIE RAUDHAH (",)
Jul 14, 2009 @ 3:03 PM

I can call at two a.m.,
and know you'll pick up the phone.
I know you'll always be there for me,
even when I feel alone.

You're the peanut butter to my jelly,
the icing on my virtual cupcake.
You've been there for me, thick and thin,
and you have never flaked.



You're my un related sister,
You're my homie 'till the end.
You're the best person ever,
You're my best friend.

My bitch.

Bye, fans.





Fun - Day "MUMDAY" :)
@ 11:53 AM

Ouh, no wonder i've been craving for lotsa black, bitter chocolates lately. The time is here again. ;(

However, there ain't no cramps this month. Woohoo :)

Pizza.

As soon as I reached home, went into my mom's room to lepak wif my yoyo, my mom came in with a pamphlet in her hand.

"Dek, ape nie baca kan, ibu tk faham lah". LOL!! And so she was pretending to be illiterate when it comes to takeaway menus, so as to let me see and get on with the order!! Haha! So cute ryte my young mother.

And so I ordered medium pizza for the whole family.

And it turned out, it was quite too much for us. We ended up stashing the pizzas aside and watch tv. Typical weekdays when im not out with the bf. :)

So momma asked me what should she cook tomorrow?

And I said sotong tin belacan. Wooooooo.

And she asked me to cook myself after i reach home from school.

My answer?
No momma, I dont want to cook. I only cook if I wanna try new recipes, or if i wanna surprise my bf every now and then. :)

N she asked me again; How to get married like that.

N i left her stumped, with the simple answer :
Momma, I have 365 x 3 / 20 + 15 days more to settle down for good.

Don't ask me where and how i got those figures. (",)


ME + MOMMA + HIM (",)



And I terribly miss the times of having dad around in my house. Wonder when will he be back from China. I digggg the bonding sessions with dad at McCafe, where we would just talk about everything under the sun.

See? My parents treat me and my sisters like their bestfriends. That's why i'm cool. :)

LOLOLOLOL!!!!!

Bye, fans.





here again :)
Jul 13, 2009 @ 2:50 PM

Yesterday, bf's brother got engaged. To whom I really do respect, in terms of attitude, dressing, and speech. She is indeed, the "Wanita Melayu Terakhir" and a really pretty one at that. :) She is someone I look up to, and I wish some day, somehow, among the many possibilities, that I would be able to emulate her. Ok, that might have sounded a lil' extreme. LOL, maybe, to not raise eyebrows from "watchful eyes", I shall try to be more patient and forgiving to others!! LOL!! And, i MUST NOT BE DEMANDING towards my other half. This i promise you, baby.;)

So, as usual, work was fun, without MAY CB, the manager who has this Im-always-right-u're-always-wrong kinda attitude. Camwhored with The colleagues, with shoes and what-nots. It was obviously, enjoyable, like totally. Who gets this kinda job, i mean seriously, ryte??

Speaking of that, my uber awesome supervisor, Joseph, will be transferred to Raffles City outlet, which is a REAL BITCH for it to happen!! I mean, how fun can work be without him???!! Hurggh!! Im flabbergasted!!!! THERE GOES MY WORKING LIFE, LITERALLY.

Headed to Starbuck’s to get my frequent dose of Venti Dark Mocha Frapp. What’s a date without the specialty coffee we digggg. Lol.

PLUS!! The barista asked me what perfume I was using, coz she wants to get it too. She claimed she could “smell” me from the ordering point, all the way to where I was standing; the collection point. Am I glad I chose Halloween by JEsDelPozo (some Spanish designer) as my fav edp. :) Try it! The smell is orgasmic.

Best part? I only spritzed two times, in the morning. And it lasted throughout the day. :)

On a lighter note, bf was early in fetching me yesterday. I was still in the ladies', touching up my makeup, when he rang-ed. LOL. And the best thing to have heard from him, when I'm halfway thru my blusher...

" Dahlah you, you pakai makeup ke, tak pakai makeup ke dah lawa lah. Pakai heels ke, pakai simple ke, tetap lawa. Cepat lah i tunggu dah lame niii..."

Aww. How sweet. DUH~~~!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

N we sped off to Selegie, for the best Chicken Fried Rice with Sambal, ever.

I love you can!!

On the other hand, I promise to not miss my morning first meetings in school anymore!! Really!!

And, thinking of why haven't the Lovelies rang up for another Chillek session, Im starting to understand why.

IDOL BOOTCAMP. LOL!!!!

He's not botak, the ANGLE, people! ANGLE!! lol!!
Bye, fans




Nightmare
Jul 10, 2009 @ 3:02 PM

I have to complain. I have to blog bout this. Im pissed!!!

Yesterday, I took the stupid bus, 5, from work to go home. Bf wanted to fetch me from work but turned out he had something on. So he said it would be better if i wait for him at Safra. So, after I made some unneccessary noise, i said ok. Fine. it should have stopped there. But it didn't.

There I was, with my backpack filled with the stupid laptop, (coz i was from school), big shopping bag in one arm, and the crowd from Wisma, to the traffic light, and then all the way to Pacific Plaza. People, people, and more People. And don't get me started on CB Pinoys and China freaks in their Tagalog and their mainland accents. KNN. All ringing through my ears. My music? Yeah, it died earlier, on my way to work.

Worse part? Ok. The bus driver is feeling bitchy, so he decided to stop like 3 feet away from where the bus should ACTUALLY stop. WTH? And the Pinoys literally rushed in front of me, like totally, shoving me aside. KNN. So i stepped on her feet, like purposely. Taste this bitch, like in-your-face kinda thingy. HHHUUURRRGGGHH!!!! Stupid minority.

In the bus, I couldn't get a seat because, this lady, obv working in an office, stole the seat from me. Come on!! As if you STAND in your office the whole freaking day. As if you don't change into ur cheapo slippers while in the office. Like I can't tell you work in the office. The typical kiasu "big-headed" office attitude: Decked in skirt, blouse, heels (for the sole purpose of looking SOPHISTICATED), and shoulder bag + paperbag. (to store your what-nots). CB.

EXCUSE ME, i'm in retail. I stand all day in heels, coz that's my uniform. N i climb, jump, clean, in HEELS, people!! I need to sit!! CB.

I hate that lady.
SOPHISTICATED MY ASS.

Bye, fans.




*ERROR IN CONTACTING BLOGGER*
Jul 9, 2009 @ 2:19 PM

Just kidding~.Haaaaaaaaaaa

School was a bitch, like totally on tuesday. Really couldn't wait for the day to end. OMG, and I really couldn't wait to meet the lovelies later on that day, and slacking with bf at home later that night.
Speaking of that, the last time we met before Tuesday was on last Thursday. OMG how pissy is that. True, that 5 short days is nothing like the days we had to be apart during his stint in Brunei doing some shit. 2 years to be exact. Oh wells~

The Lovelies. It should be the Lovelie, coz the S is missing from our Chillek Session. Super, sexy, sassy Sjannah. LOL!!

Bf came down to get fetch me, we just slacked for awhile in Starbucks and went to Simpang Bedok to get some chicken. How random. My mum cooked Pineapple fried Rice, but no chicken!! N i was really craving for really succulent, tender chicken FLESH. LOL!! Now I sound like a carnivorous animal. Hurhur.

Oh babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. N that's like the coolest mum in the whole wide world in the background. LOL!

Coz he's super random to snap.
N he doesn't believe im better at that game.



Coz I was bored. His turn to play always seems forever, like totally.



My turn, finally!!

AND THE NIGHT, I MEAN MORNING, ENDED GREAT. OBVIOUSLY. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW, WORK IN THE AFTERNOON. YAY! CAN SLEEP IN :))

AND TODAY IS JUST AS SHITTY.

Just look at the boring classroom. hahahaha

And the KL roadtrip with my lovelies is so on. 10 August.

of course, mum said yeah, like totally.

but, the hardest obstacle was bf. Its sooo difficult to convince him, that i'll be okay, without him for the trip. And being the nice, sweet gf for the current week, he said YES.

Woooooo.

Bye, fans.





No fun-day :(
Jul 7, 2009 @ 2:17 PM

Lately, i have been so pissy. Im constantly having PMS eventhough Im not gonna (bleed) anytime sooner. Seems and feels like everyone around me is getting on every nerve that I could possibly have.

Btw, you noe what is a baby snail? yup. That's how slow-pokish (if there's even such a word, not that I would care) today is. School is starting to suck real bad, and I must admit I have been floating around in class since school commenced. Im losing interest in everything that I do, it seems that as days passed, my responsibility as a student is thinning by the second. Sucks!

Anyways, today is Operations Planning. Not as if it would matter to me cause im not planning to operate any business now, like totally. Wow, how relevant. *rolls eyes bitchily* LOL!

Im done uploading pictures and updating my fb, and now sort of editting pictures. I really don't noe wat to do now. Really lost. I've grown tired of the same old online games, and it's really pissy to source for new ones. That's how lame I'm feeling.

Anywhos, meeting the lovelies for a chillek session after school today. Finally! Something to look forward to. ;)

And, and, and slacking in my crib with love tonight.

Another thing to look forward to, too. ;))


Bye, fans.




One
Jul 6, 2009 @ 10:39 AM

Im in sucky school now. And my school got 101 cases!! Yipee!! Today I felt like in a Moschino Cheap-and-Chic mood, so I spritzed some on, and left the house.


And~
Our 53rd.

Was supposed to fetch me from school straight but the heavy rain didn't permit so. So, after making some unnecessary noises, I agreed to meet him at Sim Lim. (wanted to look for photo printer also, it was part of my official shopping list) After that roamed around everywhere, I really couldn't remember where, like totally.



"Our Day", hence the fireman icecream.


Anyways, it was my treat. :)

Had to have my daily dose of coffee, if not I won't be able to sleep. Really!! That's what caffeine does to me.

Anyways, I have gotten the things in my shopping list. :)) Yay!! Everything, except the canon photo printer and I have decided not to get the bagpack. Oh, and I we have yet to visit Courts/IKEA.

Im ecstatic.

Bye, fans.





Last Wednesday
Jul 2, 2009 @ 3:08 PM


OK. AS PROMISED.

Last wed was a slacking session over at my crib. Coz the heavy, endless rain says we can't go out. No problemo! I prefer to stay indoors with my family and love. Homebody, U can call it.




The PC game that he sucked at. LOL


It was fun fun fun! Now, that is a norm. :))
Bye, fans.




Transformers 2 (and some education)
@ 12:02 PM

So transformers 2 was up for us yesterday, and believe it or not, seats were fast filling up! On a weekday!

Love fetched me from work, and I had to admit, for a start, he was early! :) I just rested my ass on the pavement nearby taka gardens, plugged in my music and was just about to fiddle with the PSP when he arrived. Cool or what. He escaped my lecture, like totally. HAHA.

Craved for Pasta Mania, but when we reached Cineleisure, the freak at the counter made the "Sorry, we are closed" hand gesture. Or was it "Fuck off, I've had a bz day, don't make me wash anymore plates" LOL!

So, me, being the sweet and nice gf, like totally, decided on the nuggets and popcorn. And the Jumbo hotdog damn tempting!

But, he, being the dominant one, verified something with the cashier. And LO and BEHOLD!! THE JUMBO HOTDOG IS FREAKING UN HALAL!! Which freaking means, the chicken that it came from wasn't slaughtered!! Animals or poultry HAVE to be slaughtered for the simple reason:-

The meat concerned is fit for human consumption, in the name of Allah!

According to the Islamic method: a swift, deep incision with a sharp knife on the neck is made. This way, it drove maximum blood out from the body. Hence, resulting in hygienic meat for the consumer.


HOWEVER, according to Non- Muslims' methods (DAMN GROSS) like Stunning them by electric shock, shooting their brains or whatsoever, they still are feeling pain because their hearts are still pounding! Then, after 10 secs or so (of what seems like 30 minutes) they finally die. The shock they get results in the retention of more blood in the meat. Hence, it is unhygienic for the consumer.

WHat can I say? EEEWWWWW!!

(Grow up, Muslims (For those whom I know still don't give a shit about how the meat ended up in their plate), not like I wanna sound pious or something, but seriously. How long more are you gonna realize what you've been doing, or rather, what you've not been doing. It's coz of people like you that I find it bitter to be part of this race, not religion). And yes, yes. Carl's Jr, Billy Bombers and any other shit applies. *Spit!*

Source? Halaljournal.com

So, once again, the day is saved by mr bf. What more can I ask for, ryte.


I love you, like totally.
Thank Allah I chose you out of the millions.
Aww~

Bye, fans.