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you make me crazier,
Nov 5, 2008 @ 7:19 PM

Dear bf,
You called me just now but didnt make good use of it.
Then you started getting suspicious of all the slightest things you heard.

Dear bf,
Then the abusive language started pouring all over me like stupid raindrops.
Everything that came out from your mouth, is like a f**king screamfest

Dear bf,
Of Coz u wont noe wat i mean, or how i feel coz u r not the one getting all this shit.
Would you smile if i do the same to u?
Would you laugh if i scream at you?
Would you forget bout it easily if i hurt you?
Dear bf,
Plz think wisely.
Act your age.
6 years older, you should be 6 years wiser.

But guess wat?
No use getting worked up over this shit.
Coz at the end of every fucking day,
It's you:-
That I still run to.

F. You.




@ 2:10 PM

Hihi..today is stupid science module..32 more days till bf back from brunei..haha..cant wait lah duh~...6 months noe never smell him lol, kks sound so wrong ryte i noe..ryte now in class doing nothing..later got work and its raining now and im wearing wedge-heeled shoes today. So smart. wonder who working today???

Btw, for the record, im still a smoker. And I'm sooo dead, coz i cant quit!! promised everyone that i will quit but at the rate im going, i dont think i can. Shit!! its super hard tau!! Bf is super mad that i told him i am still a smoker all this while but he is so calm. But at the same time, pissed off. WTF am i supposed to do!! I wish, i wish. I wish he could extend my last official day of smoking, coz I dont think i can quit just yet. I dont wanna lie to him. N i dont wanna smoke behind his back. Seriously.

I CAN'T QUIT JUST YET. SIGH.




The reason why i love work
Nov 4, 2008 @ 8:09 PM